Sooo Nick was here and now hes in Germany and although he doesnt eploy till October beign so far away with a big time change feels like hes alreay deployed.. Only Im not panicing inside because I know he is actually safe in Germany.. This definitely is going to be super hard, but Ive never loved someone this much so Ill survive. Lots of carepackages, pictures, webcam dates, and dreams..

As far as my issues with my weight -_- Ive let them slip lately an have ignored it (or at least tried to) and its been showing but I cant do what I used to so I have to do things a little better. We shall see